2022.01.23 12:43 Soonam01 My first Macrodose wasn't what I expected
After years of depression, dark thought due to a trauma of a relationship that was extremely toxic like my ex-gf loving with my best friend, suicidal threats, insults etc... I smoked weed a lot during those 4 years to switch my brain off, and I stopped 3 months ago, because I accepted my past during the last year. During COVID, I decided to see a therapist at the beginning of last year.
It helped me to understand more of my self, why I always thought I was quiet different etc.. It helped me accepting myself.
I decided recently to give a try to microdosing and read a lot that a macrodose would be intense but beneficial at first. I wanted to start low.
My intention was to get all the repressed emotion which is one of my big subject. I didn’t had a relationship for 2 years now. I was also seeking an enhancement of my mood which, I hope, will benefit to my freelance activity, productivity and motivation. I procrastinate a lot, and even if I know exactly what would be the perfect day for me (freelance, reading books, coding my app, and learning), I’m lacking a lot of motivation and consistency. Even if I have a lot of friends, i’m very alone in my life, and don't see that much people. I just want to explode my freelance productiviy and learn a lot.
So I ordered 15g of truffle mexicana, I dried them. (Reduced weight by 2,37) and took this Friday what I would call a mid-macro dose : 1g of those dried truffles.
I was expecting to cry, or to understand more things about past that i’ve been through, but my mind were not so clear, so fast, and it wasn't like a therapy with myself at all. Like I was pretty calm and I didn't have a lot of thoughts about the things that I was preparing for.
I only felt joy, happiness which is a great thing for me, but I was more expecting to understand new things about why I feel bad in my life, why I don't want the best for my self etc..
I will start next week microdosing and seeing more long terms effects, but when I read people story about first macrodose, I think I missed a step.
I tried a lot of things, but can’t get myself back on track for freelance motivation, learning, social interaction and ownership on my life.
Do you think it wasn’t enough ? Based on your life, how did you improve overall motivation and happiness with microdosing ? What would you recommend to me for the next weeks ?
PS : Thanks a lot for this community and all the good advices you provide !!
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2022.01.23 12:43 Sunset-of-Stars [LF] Dada Zarude and shiny Celebi [FT] Unredeemed shiny Zamazenta code
I missed out on redeeming my codes for Dada Zarude and shiny Celebi from the movie promotion last October, so if anyone has spares of them I’d be happy to give you a code for shiny Zamazenta.
I don’t really have anything interesting to trade unfortunately since I lost my save file when I got a new console and didn’t realise until today. Any help is much appreciated!
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2022.01.23 12:43 Miserable_Slip1053 My girlfriend want to get ride of my dog I had since I was 14 that my dad gave to me before he died
Hi OP here I'm a 25 male and my girlfriend 23 with my 11 year old dog she wants to get ride of
Ok so let's start off we been together for 3 everything have been somth until now ok so my dog for the last 2 weeks she have been shedding so I started grooming her so I might have left a few hear balls around the house so my girlfriend calls me out for it few times.
So next I take the dog for a walk then I take her back in and she get excited to come back in my girl friend was on the couch with her friend who the dog also love she dash at them my girlfriend streek GF, AHHH GET AWAY I forgot to mention she was wearing brand new clothes that cost a shinny penny back to the story GF, GET THE FUCK AWAY STUPID MUT. GFF aww hello girl how you been starts petting her etc etc then my GF let's out a Shrek AHH MY CLOTHES I'm in the kitchen I come running out what's wrong GF ur dog ruined my clothes Op hey chill out its will bounce out when we was it GF NO!! IM TIRED OF THIS THE DOG WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE OP what I thought you loved her you literally stole my dog away from me when we first met you said u wanted him so bad. GF YEAH BUT THAT WAS BACK THEN IM TIRED OF THIS ITS ETHER ME OR THE DOG at this point GFF says something. Hey don't you think your being dramatic like OP said just wash them. GF NO! ITS NOT GONNA WORK LIKE THAT THE DOG NEED TO BE PUNISHED. I say something now my dog is not leaving my dad gave her to me before he died and you know that. GF I DONT GIVE A FUCK ITS ME OR THE DOG. I say nothing looking at the dog and her. She pick up a suit case and walk off with a humph and pack a bag and leaves I assume to her parent's we have not talked for the last week guys I don't wanna lose my dog or girlfriend who do I do
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2022.01.23 12:43 Sam_21000 Who's the most hated king/queen? Why they're so hated?
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All my USPS packages (inbound and outbound) had significant delays this Christmas, which I understand in light of snow, COVID, labor shortages, etc.
My question is whether you can avoid these delays using PMEI. Regular priority gives that 6-10 business day estimate; PMEI 3-5 business days.
In practice, the last package I sent has been sitting in the US for FOUR weeks and has still yet to depart. Obviously delivery time frames aren’t 6-10 days if the packages are taking 4+ weeks to even depart the US. If you pay for PMEI, does that cut down on the USPS processing or are those packages being similarly delayed?
My package isn’t time-sensitive, just photographs and things from my kids to grandparents. But it affects how and when I’d ship things packages from them in the future!
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2022.01.23 12:43 RELaX-- BIG THINGS coming up, are you Ready? 💥
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2022.01.23 12:43 Faulteh12 Gold amateur team looking for jungler
We're a gold team playing in runeterra academy. We are looking for a jungler to join our squad of super posititive goofy guys who love to stomp.
If you are available Tuesday and Saturday nights, want to play organized , tournament style league with a great group. Shoot me a message.
We have coaching, high quality streams with casters and all the jazz. It's a great way to play league.
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2022.01.23 12:43 kuretake Hi-Fi setup that also works for movie viewing?
Hi. I'm setting up a new room, and the goal is to primarily use it for listening to music (vinyl and streaming). However, I'm also planning on having a TV there, and would like to be able to watch movies and have them sound decent.
I already have a Dayton Audio SUB-1200 and a Pioneer VSX-LX103 receiver, as well as Sonos speakers throughout the rest of the house, in case something they sell would be a good fit. I'm in the USA, and I'd like to spend less than $3k on new gear and/or amp/receiver.
I don't think floor-mount speakers will work well, due to the position of the other furniture, so stand-mount speakers (that I can put on the console, to either side of the TV) would probably be best.
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2022.01.23 12:43 AccountantNo5605 i didnt said goodbye to my grandmother the last time i saw her alive
so at the time i was 7 and i was at my grandmothers house for the xmas after the xmas and new year celebration it was time to leave. We were there cuz my grandfather died in octomber. When we were leaving my brother just got straight away to the car and i said goodbye to everyone, when my grandmother tried to hug me i left she cleary got sad about it. When we were in the car my uncle and mother confonted my brother for being so rude and they didn't even thought that i would just go away when my grandma tried to hug me. fast forward in octomber my grandma was diagnosned w cancer they didnt let me go to the hospital since it was in an other city and they said she was going to make it. After surgery she was alright i facetimed my mother when she was there and i was happy that she made it. She said she loved me and i said i "i love you too granny" and i slept peacefully. When i woke up my father told me that she passed away last night. I was speechless i couldn't stop crying. A couple weeks later i remembered that i didnt even hug her the last time i saw her alive. nobody knew it exept me and her, i couldnt tell anyone i was so ashamed of my self and still today no other person knows about it.
sorry granny i will love you for ever❤️
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